My Story

I Was Bullied In School …

My Father Passed When I Was 14. I Had To Leave EVERYTHING I Knew. My Friends, My Family, My Everything. I Came To Arizona To Start A New Life, Where I Didn’t Know Anyone. I Had To Start A New School, Make New Friends, Only No One Liked Me Because I Had Kind Of A New York Accent Since I Was From New Jersey, They Didn’t Like That I Looked Like A Skater/Punk Rock Chick, And They Didn’t Like The Fact I Was From The East Coast. 

I Was Called Fat, So I Stopped Eating For Days To The Point I Would Feel Dizzy/Almost Faint. I Dropped All This Weight, But It Wasn’t Good Enough. To This Day If I Gain 5 Pounds I Won’t Eat For 3-4 Days. While I Was In This School My “Friends” From New Jersey Dropped Me, So I Had No Friends, I Didn’t Have My Family Around, And Mostly I Didn’t Have My Father Around. I Was Being Tortured In That School, It Got To The Point Where I Started To Cut, I Promised Myself I’d Never Do It Again … I Broke That Promise Many Times. 

 

I Stopped For 2 Years But I Started It Again … When Something Bad Happens In My Life Its Like The Solution For Everything Now. I Haven’t Done It Since April 8th, 2013 , But Its A HUGE Battle Everyday.

I Was Called Ugly, So I Got As Much Makeup As I Possibly Could To Make Myself Look Pretty, To This Day I Spend 4 Hours On My Hair, 2 Hours On My Makeup, And An Hour On What I’m Going To Wear Each Day. 

Anyways, I Left That School 2 Months Later, I Did Online School Till I Graduated.

February 2012 I Was Going Through So Much, To The Point I Couldn’t Take It … I Almost Took My Life. If It Wasn’t For My Friend I Wouldn’t Be Here Right Now Telling You My Story. 

April 7th 2012, My World Was Coming Down Within Hours, I Was So Close To Cutting But Instead I Took My Keys And Ran Out The Door. I Walked Around My Neighborhood For Hours Trying To Get That Feeling Out Of my Head. After About 4 Hours It Was Gone, But It Was So Hard. I Had To Think About My Family, My Friends, It Took EVERYTHING OUT OF ME! 

Just ONE Comment, ONE Name, ONE Joke, ONE Lie Can Make Someone Go To Far …

Because I Was Bullied I Have To Fight Many Battles For The Rest Of My Life …

• Anorexia 
• Cutting
• Suicidal Thoughts

Be careful what you say to people ! One little thing can make a BIG IMPACT on there life !